yes im rash, yes i assume a lot, yes i overeact... i know my own flaws and the list doesnt end there... but dont you think that what has happened up to now has made me think that way?
remember the rain? let it pour and soak me through....
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*Closing your eyes to disappear
You pray your dreams will leave you here
But still you wake and know the truth
No one's there*
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Incomplete - Backstreet Boys
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you, within me I can find no rest
Where I'm going is anybody's guess
Chorus:
I tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I've prayed for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be , incomplete
Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
Baby, my baby
It's written on your face
but You still wonder if we made a big mistake
Chorus:
I tried to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I've prayed for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I'm going to be , incomplete
Bridge:
I don't mean to drag it on
But I can't seem to let you go
I don't wanna make you face this world alone
I wanna let you go..........
Chorus:
I've try to go on like I never knew you
I'm awake but my world is half asleep
I've pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you what I'm going to be is, incomplete...
Incomplete....
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i lie on my bed... my handphone held close to my heart... on its screen it is messages from you... im holding back my tears.. my heart is aching... i long for you... but you've gone so far... physically and mentally... i think of you.... and before i know it, my eyes are filled with tears... my face is wet... i feel drained, dead and really want to scream this pain away... coz its been hiding inside for too long... but i've got to hold it in... coz no matter what i say... no one will understand how i feel....
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so as my 17th birthday draws to a close, it will most likely end the way it started... in tears...
But I've never been this scared before
Tell you what I'll do instead
Lay my body down on the floor
To forget what I've done
Silhouette 'til the good Lord come
All we know is distance
We're close and then we run
Kiss away the difference
I know you hate this one
Trying not to lose your own
Boxing up everything, you've got
All you ever knew of home
You're scared scared to see
Your mother there in the door
You wonder, where did the years go?
All we know is distance
We're close and then we run
Kiss away the difference
I know you hate this one
But this is how the story ends
Or have we just begun
To kiss away the difference
I know you hate this one
The violins make no sound
And I begin to feel the ground
All we know is distance
We're close and then we run
Kiss away the difference
I know you hate this one
But this is where the story ends
Or have we just begun
To kiss away the difference?
I know you hate this one
Listen til he's twenty
Last's til twenty one
Rushing past the window
Like he's watching his own son
And sixty years of sorrow
Brought five to six of bliss
Left my mother's mother
Without so much as a kiss
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its the end of an exhausting, cruel week for me.... but what can i say about life for me now? i guess its always been this way for me... starts in hope, ends in nothing... ah the beauty of life..
I never said goodbye
Too late, too late
Can't even ask you why
And now I'm wasting away
In my on misery
I hope you're finally go,
To a place where you belong
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